Shieru Fantomuhaivu

1 of every 10 people born is gay. That means 1 of every 10 people is instantly putdown, given bad labels, left alone, put in minority, and much else. Allfor something they didn’t ask for. Many gay teens are turning tosuicide as a way of escaping. If you want to tell them that life will…get better & that you respect them for who they are, reblog this. Most of you wont, but lets see the 5% of you who will

Cross the Line if you love somebody with everything you have and you’ve never met them face to face.

(Source: crosstheline, via hiding-in-the-tardis)

My little rant/vent since I can’t really complain to friends.

Things have gotten a bit better, I’ll admit.. But, I still feel as negative, angry, depressed, but oddly enough some happiness has mixed in with it. School started, which is good, I’m out of the house and the new school has no bullies so far. I even made a couple friends on the first day. my laptop is fixed, too~! my baby is finally fixed and returned to me. -clings to her laptop- I now have two though. I still miss my dog though :/ It’s been hard without her… I miss entering the house and seeing her on the ground wagging her butt happily as she barks, I miss how loud she was, I come home to a quiet house now. When she was with me, and I entered the house I’d stick my leg out to keep her from running out (( even though she wouldn’t.)) and I still do it out of impulse, and when I realize I’m doing it I get sad. I want her back … I think I’m going to ask my mom and dad if she can come back to the house, I need her here, she was like my best friend, my baby, my little girl. she even has a small heart that’s blue and pink on her back, to symbolize that she belongs to me, (( course the dye was natural, so she wouldn’t be hurt by it.)) And I fgkhg just miss her. The situation with my girl- Ex girlfriend worsened, and I can’t stand the heart ache, plus not to mention I don’t talk much to my crush, :x I feel whore-rific for liking someone and also loving someone, it’s complicated, bleh.

but yeah, I’m kinda bleh…:c I want a hug.

Cross the line if all you want is for someone to love you with all of their heart.

(Source: crosstheline, via hiding-in-the-tardis)

cross the line if you want someone to want you.

(Source: crosstheline, via hiding-in-the-tardis)

Heart ache please go away. {OOC}

So the past couple of weeks I’ve been feeling like shit, I feel unloved, unwanted, and not needed. My father tried to commit suicide, my girlfriend left me, my mom got married and has been in depression saying she now regrets it when I know she doesn’t, my laptop broke, and I have to give my dog Noel away. The pain in my heart is so deep that I haven’t been feeling.. like myself at all. I’m also sick to, and it’s horrible pain, head aches, heart aches, stomach aches, body aches, I’m a mess. I always keep thinking “Smile sunshine~! It can’t rain forever~!” but that no longer helps. Nothing does, the only thing people that’s been keeping me happy has been two friends, and I barely speak to them, one because I’m to shy to speak to one, and the other I kind of just forget to respond. so my happiness is dwindling by each breath I take in, I don’t know what to do with myself, I really want to just scream and run away… heart ache, please. Go away. I honestly don’t know why I’m posting here when no one reads it, but that’s fine in all honesty, because I needed to get this off my chest before I did something stupid. .