So the past couple of weeks I’ve been feeling like shit, I feel unloved, unwanted, and not needed. My father tried to commit suicide, my girlfriend left me, my mom got married and has been in depression saying she now regrets it when I know she doesn’t, my laptop broke, and I have to give my dog Noel away. The pain in my heart is so deep that I haven’t been feeling.. like myself at all. I’m also sick to, and it’s horrible pain, head aches, heart aches, stomach aches, body aches, I’m a mess. I always keep thinking “Smile sunshine~! It can’t rain forever~!” but that no longer helps. Nothing does, the only thing people that’s been keeping me happy has been two friends, and I barely speak to them, one because I’m to shy to speak to one, and the other I kind of just forget to respond. so my happiness is dwindling by each breath I take in, I don’t know what to do with myself, I really want to just scream and run away… heart ache, please. Go away. I honestly don’t know why I’m posting here when no one reads it, but that’s fine in all honesty, because I needed to get this off my chest before I did something stupid. .
